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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 9:46 PM
  • Mood: Jealous
  • Listening to: take me anywhere
  • Reading: the land
i need to type something so my nails will dry. So i'll tell you who i am even though no one will read this but like i care.

I'm a weird gal. I can't explain it. I have a morbid sense of humor. I'm definitely not ladylike. I don't like the north. Too cold. I daydream toooooo much. I don't want to live anywhere else but here. I'd like to travel though. I'm a bookworm. My favorite things are trees, cows, barns, peacocks, tractors, babies, clouds, grass, and the smell of the air at mamaw's farm. Just about all those things make me sound like a farmer. But i can't help it. I like to talk. I always have to put in my two cents about everything. I cry a lot. Not like depressed type crying i just have a soft soul. I'm over dramatic. I believe in God (i'm just not good at obeying the ten commandments ;) and church makes my ears bleed). I've been working on controlling my temper for years and i realized i will never be able to thoroughly control it so i might as well just throw a tantrum and have fun. I worry about everything. I miss my dad. I'm sick and tired of horses...that's what everyone cares about around here.."YAY it's derby time!" blah blah blah..when may comes around and everyone gets excited about those horses again i'm moving to someplace where horses aren't that big of an issue. I hate parties. I care too much about my vanity but i know i'm not that pretty so i'm not relying on it.I hate my middle name. I was boring in Tennessee but i can't stand tennessee because everytime i go down there i get really really sick. I like hiking. i hate thinking about growing up. I still love Barbie Dolls. I can throw a pretty good punch. I hate it when people correct my grammar. I know that i'm not speaking in correct english i do it on purpose. it makes me feel like when i was a little girl and i lived near my mamaw and i used to play over there and would always get to see my family. i miss being a kid. i hate being a teenager.I've always been the Mother Hen figure at school or anywhere else. I hate those grandmother's who die there hair blonde and where tons of makeup and get their faces,breasts,vaginas or whatever lifted on a regular basis. I'm glad that i have a young family because that means i'll have more time with them. I love old jewlry/music boxes. I wish i could get to sleep.



alrighty done

addicted to these things

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 7:46 PM
  • Mood: Jealous
  • Reading: the land
  • Watching: mr. bean's holiday
Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed?
nope

Who do you tell everything too?
uh no one.

Did you speak to your mother today?
yeah

How many months until your birthday?
hmmmm 4

Last person who called you?
i think raven

What are you listening to?
mr. bean

What color is your hair?
blonde

What is the last movie you watched?
dunno

Whats bothering you right now?
i'm jealous about something and i can't remember what i did with my dooney and bourke bag.

What makes you happy?
tv, books, trees, cows, barns, hay, friends

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
like 10 minutes ago becuase we got in an argument because he's a selfish idiot

Are you happy?
i'm never happy

Do you miss someone?
yeah

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
no...i can't handle flirting with only one boy...it's too difficult and i'm too independent

Who was the last person you gave your number to?
hmmmm i don't remember

How good is Coca-Cola?
'bout as good as eating a cow turd

Where is your number one right now?
dunno

When was the last time you cleaned your room?
yesterday

Are you taking anyone for granted?
probably

Where do you hide your money?
i have a intricate system of hiding places in my room...it's quite brilliant if i do say so myself

How did you wake up this morning?
uh my friend kept moving and i wanted donuts

Last time someone surprised you?
hmmm dunno

What's the last bone you broke?
i think i cracked my tailbone

How many letters are in your last name?
3 out of 7

What are you excited about?
mamaw's

Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear piercings but thats it

How do you walk?
well i first move my right leg forward and then my left and keep on doing that until i'm at the place i need to be

When was the last time you danced with a boy?
uh a few days ago

Do you curse a lot?
just a few hells and damns

Do you drink bottled water?
when i'm thristy

Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
singleeee

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
nope...except me...because well i am me.

What is the status of you and your first love?
never had a love and don't plan on it anytime soon sweetcheeks

What's your favorite song?
gotta know now

What's something you wish you could understand better?
why i can't have another kitten...i told ma that i'd take care of it(which is a lie) but i guess she saw past that

Have you lost friends in the past years?
eehh not really

What's the last thing that made you smile?
mr. bean

What are you doing tonight?
sleeping

oh my god

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 2:43 PM
  • Mood: Flirty
  • Reading: the land
i'm soo bored

i love lava lamps

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 4:21 PM
  • Listening to: you're a wolf-sea wolf
  • Reading: the land and let the circle be unbroken again
  • Watching: Punk'd
  • Playing: about to play ddr
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: OJ
they're fabulous

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 28, 2008, 12:41 PM
  • Listening to: Helicopter by Bloc Party
  • Reading: the land..
Do you have any travel plans for the future?
yeah i wanna go to Europe,Africa,and japan. but when it comes to America i don't wanna go anywhere north of the Ohio River Valley,except for New York, anywhere south of the Rio Grande because I'm not a fan of heat, and no where east of Missouri.

Do you have a job?
nope

If not what do you want to do?
I would like to be a fashion expert but i have a ways to go, or a zoologist, or a psychologist because being a psychiatrist requires 4 years of college then 4 years of med school then some more school and i don't have time for that, but being a zoologist requires less schooling.


What college do you want to go to?
I don't know. I'll probably have to go to a state school because now we don't have a bunch of money to spend on many expensive things. but that's fine. I'm smart so i could get a scholarship.

What do you do on your spare time?
read read read draw write read some more go outside and think.

i read a lotttttttt.

Do you handle yourself well in difficult situations?
Most of the time..but i often lose my temper and say something i shouldn't but most of the time it's worth it.

What type of person are you?
I'm still trying to figure that out.

Are you smart?
yeah

except for math..i mean i'm not mathematically challenged i just don't think in terms of numbers. and i get decent grades most of the time in math. I just know when the time comes where i have to do taxes i'm hitting up H&R Block.

Are you mean?
No i'm just straight forward but i care a lot about people i just have fire and ice in my veins....i think it's a family trait.

Do you look like your parents?
well i suppose i'm a mix except sadly i look more like my dad because my mom has brown hair brown eyes and a dark complection.

What are things that people often say to you that get on your nerves?
when people look at me and say "you have big eyes" i mean i can't help it. I've heard it my whole life and i'm tired of it dammit.

What are some things that you know a lot about?
i understand people a lot, art, music, most basic fashion things...i need to learn more of the technical terms and the less prominent but big designers, trees (pretty random thing to know about huh?)

What are some of your Pet Peeves?
I hate it when people ask me questions and then ask why? That makes me so mad...but only if it's like a silly question and the person is like my age or close to it but i don't say anything mean. If it's like a 4 year old i won't get angry because they always say "why".

Do you have any addictions/obsessions?
i have an obsession with taking surveys
but i reckon i don't have any addictions.

What is something that you wish you were?
I wish i was a southern belle.

so i deleted the rest of this stupid survey because i need a nap.